Vannology

She offers sympathy, happiness, and loveliness with her smile. She has a heavy heart she carries, but she never lets herself down. She stays true to herself. Offers everything to herself first. No, it’s not selfishness, it’s love. Maybe then someone will love her the way she loves herself.

Someone who loves her,

Someone who loves her, more.

Someone who puts her first. Her priorities and goals are also theirs, not because they want the same but would like for her to pursue everything in life just as much as she does.

Someone who assures her, not when she asks, but always. Just like she has been giving to herself.

Someone who tells her she’s beautiful randomly, just like she does.

Someone who enjoys reading all her writing because she does plenty of it. Someone who gives her the thrill she provides herself with her spontaneousness.

Someone who loves her more.

Someone who kisses her scars, those that she hates.

Someone to show her the potential she carries when she can’t bring it out of her.

Someone who will wipe her tears when she’s crying out of stress.

Someone who will assure her everything is, in fact, okay when she forgets.

Someone to love her a thousand times over in a physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual matter.

Someone to love her a little more than she can.

Someone who loves her a little more than she does.

The little secret she holds is how hard those eyes can radiate love. It’s meant to be shared but the doubt around would make it sound just as impossible as finding her someone. What those eyes can give is so much love, care, loyalty, and commitment. She can offer so much love, she can love so well. She can care for and nurture her other half, in a way no one has ever. She can commit to anything she desires because she desires so hard. She is ready to give her everything to a single soul forever. That forever will be the most beautiful time of her life. Experiences have only made this so much easier to provide. She has learned to love properly for herself and those who deserve it.

Those eyes will one day offer everything and more.