Jan. 30th, 2019, 4:47 am:
London Savannah is what we came up with. I love your name, dad chose London, and momma chose Savannah. Sorry if you don’t like Savannah, but I love it! You were 6lbs, 8 little ounces. 8.2 little ounces to be exact. Born at 2:44am with my two lucky numbers. On a Saturday, the first Saturday of the year. My water broke inside the McDonald’s on 138th. On a Friday morning, very dramatically. I was so anxious and excited. About 15-16 hours later, we were told about how my contractions were affecting you, gave me 30 minutes to notice a change before having no choice but to have a c-section. Ended up telling me we needed a c-section for your tiny little body. About an hour and a half, I finally met you!! Both grandmas met you right after, and everyone else the next day. We stayed there a couple of days, and it was the scariest night of my entire life. I didn’t want to hurt you or not care for you properly. To be honest, I impressed myself after those two nights because I didn’t see it possible. I had an option of handing you to the nurses but that didn’t feel right. Your cord fell off 5 days after making it home. You also gained all your birth weight back in about three days! The doctor says it takes about two weeks, and you did it in six!! Today you weigh close to 8lbs and 7 little ounces. My favorite things about you are your smell, smile, beautiful eyes, those tiny fingernails. I even love staring while you sleep, which is often. Thank you for building a better version of me. You’re so little, yet so big. Who knows what the future holds for us, but baby girl, mommy will forever have you.
-Mom
March 9th, 2019, 11:18 pm:
Yesterday you were a big girl and got your first vaccines. You barely cried, but it hurt me so badly, I cried. Your dad held it together for all of us. We have been handling things well. It’s difficult sometimes because we’re both so tired, but seeing you smile, and sleep makes it so much better. You blab a lot as if you’re ready to talk. You sleep great, through the night! You were sick two weeks ago and it was painful to experience. We couldn’t do much because of your age and it being something common. You’re two months old, love playing peek-a-boo, you can hear me talk for hours (mostly because you don’t have much of a choice). But you listen and hear me out. I can only imagine what it’ll be like when I can conversate with you and your opinions. Thank you for all the love and joy you make me feel. Even on momma’s rainy days.
-Momma
June 9th, 2019, 10:54 pm:
Hey baby girl,
You are 5 months and 4 days old. You can hold your head up alone; you spit like crazy. You can also spend hours smiling and laughing at random things. Mommy makes it her mission to take you on as many adventures. You love to smile at trees of different shapes and colors. You also had another vaccine appointment and impressively handled it much better than the first. Mom and Dad have learned to listen to each other a little better. We also understand taking care of ourselves isn’t a priority. You are. Even though you give me more than what I can give. Mommy starts a new job tomorrow, which means time away from you. I’m nervous to see the effect of taking on this job, but I need to. Maybe it might not? Who knows? No tooths breaking through, no words because you’re too young. Not sure what else to catch you up on, but I promise you’re the happiest baby ever! By the way, we might think you’re a little too smart, but let’s see what your grades tell.
-Much love, mom.
December 31st, 2019, 4:46 pm:
Life has been such a ride. Thank you for the greatest year of my life! Let’s catch you up big girl. You currently have 8 teeth, today I noticed 2 molars. TWO. RIP to Mommy. You’re still the happiest baby in the world, just sassy. You’re smart and kind. Mom, mum, and ma are three ways you call for me. You actually once said my government name, seriously. Why??? You are basically walking and I’m a little scared you’re going to start running sooner than expected. Mom and dad are also trying out this new thing called co-parenting. Things got a little difficult, but we are happy where we are. I will do anything and EVERYTHING for you! My grind, desires, and ambition are all you. Thank you for making me a mom this year and giving me life and the world a brand new meaning.
Learn to love, learn to care, learn to share. Life is beautiful if you find its beauty, don’t be scared to look for it. Mommy will be right by your side.
-Lots of neck nibbles,
Mum.
April 8th, 2020, 10:45 pm:
Growth has taken over!! You’re walking, running, and making a mess! It’s all okay though, let’s catch up.
- We live in East Orange
- You’re 15 months old, and basically independent af
- Sassy AF… AF
You’ve been growing nonstop it’s unbelievable. You have sass in you still. An attitude that shows your confidence. You’re more than likely the best toddler ever.
We are currently in quarantine, a virus outbreak. Which is weird, to be honest, but we’ve been as close as ever. Were forced to stay indoors together, just you and I, all day. ALL DAY ❤
Mom is working from home and it’s a little hard to do everything alone but staying positive has been a breeze with you. I’m not sure how to explain this because it’s not easy what we’re going through but remaining calm and collective has been an ease because of you. Thank you for teaching me how to multitask. Thank you for giving me the strength and love that you give.
You’re so smart, so beautiful. I know you’re going to do better than I did, better than all my accomplishments. Easter is coming up and I am excited for this, mostly because it’ll be your first one celebrated. This time last year, I had no job, and I couldn’t afford much. That’s when I promised myself that this year, 2020, I’m going to spend celebrating your first to many.
I’ll write again in a few months or so; I like these updates but I’m afraid I’m writing too much and frequently for about 16-18 years of your life.
-Lots of love, yooo momma
August 2nd, 2020, 4:55 pm:
Guess who went on a mini vacation? We did, we went to Atlantic City. We got back home today, and I can truly say you had a great time. We had lots of fun with Jenny and Fanny at the beach, kind of amazed at how fearless you are of the water. You definitely enjoyed the sand between your toes the most. We had lots of food and desserts. I know you’re going to be a foodie because of how you eat and criticize your food. I also know you’re not a picky eater, sometimes it’s difficult because I run out of ideas, but the foods you tried without hesitation during this trip were amazing.
I’m glad we did this at this time because it was a short-distanced trip. I also think you’re going to enjoy traveling. You did so well and didn’t mind the packing we did. You also had an amazing time with Fanny, she made sure you were always busy and feeding you snacks. I know I will have to spend time building our version of family, I can assure you Jenny and Fanny are forever.
To many more adventures
-Your favorite adventurer, mom
Vannology 
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